Sunday, July 28, 2013

Countdown to 38

In 7 days I will be 38. When I was 18 I did not foresee this day! **shaking my head** But I love the woman I am becoming. Every year there's something I love more about myself that I didn't before. I realize that I wasted a lot of time worrying about my body shape and my BMI, my hairstyle, and my general self-esteem. I wish that I had the personality I have now when I was 18 but that would skip over 20 years worth of lessons... and I love the lessons! I cherish everything I have experienced, both the good and the bad.

My soul feels very old. Sometimes it appears in my blog posts. I embrace how free my mind has become. I wish that every child could be born without the trappings of our parent's dogma and be truly free to explore whatever it is he or she desires, without judgement or condemnation. This life was meant to be a whirlwind of experience that nourishes us and teaches us. **sigh** I love this world and this life. I wish everyone could free their minds and seek whatever it is that brings them peace, love, and fosters compassion one toward another.

As I close out my 37th year, I just want the world to know that this past year has been about finding the things that really speaks to me and being comfortable with the choice I have made. As I commence my 38th year -- I will spend August 3rd at the Earth, Wind, and Fire concert at the Neal Blaisdell Arena. I'm super duper excited. I think this is a great way to kick off my 38th year.


BIRTHDAY WISH LIST
  1. Mortar and Pestle 
  2. Hoop earrings... gold or silver... the more the merrier! I like Pacific Island style earrings also.
  3. 35mm Wide Angle Lens - maybe a rich secret admirer could get this for me. I take all donations. :-)
  4. Amazon Gift Cards - you can never go wrong with this!!

MY REAL BIRTHDAY WISH....
But really... the biggest thing on my Birthday Wish List is to send a very special couple to a "couple's retreat" workshop that they desperately need (according to me). I love them very much. I love their children and I really would LOVE to help them blow their mind wide open to the possibilities in the universe, to help them foster better communication, to feel LOVE again. It's a PSI workshop that will work best if both husband and wife attend. I want this so bad for them so I open it up to you. $520 per person = $1,040 that I need to fund raise. Please help me send them! ((please write PSI WORKSHOP in the purpose line.))




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